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its not about taylor anymore

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i hope she's ok

10-4 is a quick shift, I worked with some good people today. I like working a shift where everyone talks to me, it's not uncomfortable and the whole day is just tons better. I thought a lot about the whole situation with Sean not talking to me at work, at first it sucked because I hate feeling awkward and I hate making other people feel awkward but I figured it's better off that we don't speak. When we did talk, all we did was argue and disagree about everything. Im at the point where I just dont care anymore. Ian told me to just go to work, do my job, come home and not to worry about things that dont benefit my life. I think I'll actually listen to him for once.

I bought the new Uby Kotex stuff, I love all of it to death, their all so cute. I also bought Midol, Motrin, a new purse, cookies and Bio Oil (thanks sam) god, it doesn't sound like its that time of the month at all -.- my pms has gotten so bad. I mean, I was pretty mean before I got pregnant when I had my period but now, it seems like it got so much worse. I've yelled at Ian so many times in the last two days, I feel so bad. My head is just pounding and nothing is making it go away.

My Nana watched August today until Ian got out before me at 330, and she told him that she has been sneezing all day =/ Auggie sneezes but not a lot like my Nana explained. Lately she sounds all conjested too, I think shes allergic to something. Theres cats and dogs downstairs, pollen in the air, I dont know, it could be anything. I really hope she's ok, she has a doctors app. Thursday for her eyes and I think I might just ask the doctor then about her having allergies. I hope her eyes are ok too. Last time we went to the doctors, the doctor flashed the light back and forth in her eyes and she didn't follow it at all.. so the doctor wanted to see her three weeks after that day to check them again just to be safe.

I bought a notebook to write down all the things I eat throughout the day. Bowman said he'de look over it and see where my problem areas are and help me diet right. He's a trainer at a gym so I trust him to help me diet more than myself. Him and his girlfriend want to try the vape so I invited them over whenever their both free, I hope they actually come over, their good people (: I invited Kyle to come over Tuesday and hang too, he said he will so I'm pretty excited to not be alone all day until Ian comes home. Me and Auggie always enjoy company (: I need to go watch 16 and Pregnant, even though it makes me want to rip all my hair out, bye!


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